I don't want to wake up, lost in the dreams of our fathers...

I tried on my size 20's this morning. I can fit them, as usual, but I still have to lie down on the bed to zip them up. So....I don't really consider that a good fit. Don't get me wrong, they look great, but I don't want to have to make my pants fit me...I want to fit them.

I was thinking about writing this great long entry, but in reality, it's just too damn early for that. Okay, yes, it's almost 12pm, but I'm exhausted. I'm exhausted, I'm sleepy and I need to fill out this job application. I need to shower and wash my hair. I'm freezing, so I'd rather ball up under my four blankets again. When it comes to these jobs I get so freaking pathetic, I map out nice apartments in the area before I even have the job, just in case. I think that's a grand idea. Example, this new job that I am seeking out, I've already pinpointed good apartments in the area, like 5 minutes or less from the employment site. One of those apartments are super nice and they don't require that you have a co-signer, but...always a but, they don't have washer and dryers. Gah! That was something that I never wanted to do again after living at home without one for 3 years and then four years in college running up and down the stairs and paying nearly $10 per wash/dry because the machines were so cheap. But no co-signer...I'm not going to be able to pass that up. *sigh* Well, I am either going to go shower, fill out my application or sleep...one or the other.

CPS: 24
STG: 22
LTG: May 14-16

Day 5

B: 60
L: 220
D: 620
W: 3g