I treasure your love, I never want to lose it.

My sister picked up the new Sonic and the Secret Rings game for Wii. Intense. Well, not really intense...just difficult to master, that's for sure. I've figured it out, but it's easy to get the various moves mixed up from time to time. And the enemies to kill pop up to late in the game for you to really react.

Tuesday I'm going to apply for a job at Lowes. Eww. I really don't want to do that...but the very large "Now Hiring" sign out front of the store and the fact that it's only 3 minutes away, doesn't hurt either.

Everyone who knows me, knowns how badly I want a baby. It's almost some kind of weird need. I've had one person in support of me popping out a kid now, and I guess that's because she's in some weird fantasy world of "mommy and daddy are always there to help." Well, in that aspect, I'm already screwed because my dad has been dead for 17 years now, and well, my mom doesn't have shit. She has two kids, and plenty of family support. I have no kids and still no support. No job, no apartment, nothing. That's one of the reasons why I crave a job...I know that once I find a job, I'm just one step closer to having a child. Sure, I'd like to be in a relationship, I'd like to be married even, but from the life I've lived, I learned that things don't always happen the way we'd like them to.