One sip of the blood that I found...

What the fuck was I thinking? Benzo cocktail? Some little back alley creation that only he could come up with. Benzos and coffee. I guess this is a what it's like to be near a caffeine OD. Is that possible? I sure in the hell feel like it. I don't drink coffee anyway, so maybe that was one of my mistakes. I just spent nearly half an hour standing outside in the cold rain, shaking and sweating. My hands are trembling. I'm so energetic I feel like I could take a couple of laps around the entire fucking world. I figure I can flush my system out with water...water and lots of fucking water. I don't know how truthful that is, but it seems reasonable. It's an okay feeling...but there's no fucking space around here for this.