Thursday, March 22, 2007

When the world ends, collect your things you're coming with me...

It feels good to be cared for and appreciated...even if it's from afar. You say that you love me, but I can't wait to ask you face to face why you even care. Sometimes I feel that you desire me only because you love my body. In love with my body doesn't make you in love with me. How do you really feel for me? Would you really be as caring as gentle with me as you seem to be? Would you really be willing to listen and satisfy me? I think I'm falling for you. I'd by lying if I said that I weren't. I need to be with you...just to know for sure.

Veet works. That stuff has been out for may 2-3 years, maybe more, I don't know for sure. My sister got some a few days ago and I decided to see if it would actually work. It does, very nicely in fact. The only thing is that there's no way that you can use it in the tub or shower. This is why women are forced to stroll/lounge around either in tiny shorts and tank tops or nude. You have to wait 3-6 minutes with this thick cream on before it actually begins to work. And it seems to be pretty much like Nair, which means, getting the cream wet before it has time to settle would be a bad idea.

I've officially taken my third pill. As with each pill I down an 8 oz glass of water, but to be on the safe side, I take in 16 oz's. In the long run paranoia pays off. I took note of what I was feeling today as I ate, and it was fear, which is not unusual at all, but this time I actually allowed myself to notice what I was feeling. I took my second glass of water, and a plate of food, which consisted of turkey burger and a slice of cheese ripped up all tightly wrapped in soft taco bread. I sat there and looked at the food for a while, stood up and grabbed an ice cube for my water. Stalling eh? I took one bite, followed by four more. Five bites total, I took a plate covered up the rest of the food and put it away. I put it away. That makes me so happy. I'll eat the rest of it for my dinner...which will hold me over until tomorrow. I'm a reasonable girl, and because of that I make reasonable goals. My current goal is to work my way from my size 22 jeans back into my size 20 jeans. I'd like to eventually make my way to a 12. Sounds reasonable to me...very reasonable.

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